An old friend said:

‘Too much time alone to do not good things’
Boy was he right!!!

She asked him how much do we really need to be part of the system? He said, if you want a place to live and food, it helps.

He also said to jump and exercise, and this is good advice.
So she is, exercising and jumping on her trampoline most everyday

If suicide is not the answer, then life must be the answer.
She doesn’t like it all the time
She’s afraid to leave the house, afraid of the world, and grieving a close family member while single parenting

Options have begun to appear, many are not her favorite