Suicidal
if she didn’t have an amazing precious daughter she would probably take her own life.
She really wants to and knows she cant and that makes it awful
Great friends
Mostly loving family ( her own mother is terrified and convinced she’s mentally ill and probably suicidal depression qualifies) she should get done more 5htp, maybe take the prescription antidepressants in the medicine cabinet ) her mother asked about her medications and she lied. She only told her about gabapentin, not about the clonazepam - she already knows about cannabis but doesn’t know that consumption has drastically decreased, stopped for days, weeks even recently.
No job
Very very very little money, what’s she going to do?
Miserable
Yes feeling sorry for herself but what’s she done with her life?
Her daughter needs a father and a mother and a safe and happy home and she just wants to die
She believed she was investing in herself and her daughter’s future, building a business that would save the world. Her daughter told her ‘I feel bad that we failed’... what really happened? She gave up, got distracted, felt unpresentable, felt not ready
Did she lose it all in the hack?
Has she any dreams left worth living
Is there a way forward that feels good because that’s what she’s built for, feeling good and making others feel good and she doesn’t know what to do and she should know what to do
Her seed money for her co oNy what did she do with that besides hold the fort and nurse her dog through his life threatening condition. She kept her family safe and healthy and that is not bad.
Her business plan, she thought she’d found partners but didn’t trust in person enough or soon enough.
Msgs found the sovereignty movement online it felt great and sexy but in person it looked awful. She’s simply not built for that. She was warned away.
These attacks from the court and the law firms - one arrived today on her birthday,
Last year one arrived on her daughter’s , she felt so much pressure she cracked a tooth
Will this life ever get easier? More pleasurable? Will she ever feel good again or should she just end it all?
And the time is always a multiple of 12
And her birthday is too
And isn’t that supposed to be lucky?
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Her daughter needs her, irreplaceable mama, to guide her through coming life changes so that little one won’t have to learn the hard way as mama did.
She’s waking up into a scary world
She really wants to and knows she cant and that makes it awful
Great friends
Mostly loving family ( her own mother is terrified and convinced she’s mentally ill and probably suicidal depression qualifies) she should get done more 5htp, maybe take the prescription antidepressants in the medicine cabinet ) her mother asked about her medications and she lied. She only told her about gabapentin, not about the clonazepam - she already knows about cannabis but doesn’t know that consumption has drastically decreased, stopped for days, weeks even recently.
No job
Very very very little money, what’s she going to do?
Miserable
Yes feeling sorry for herself but what’s she done with her life?
Her daughter needs a father and a mother and a safe and happy home and she just wants to die
She believed she was investing in herself and her daughter’s future, building a business that would save the world. Her daughter told her ‘I feel bad that we failed’... what really happened? She gave up, got distracted, felt unpresentable, felt not ready
Did she lose it all in the hack?
Has she any dreams left worth living
Is there a way forward that feels good because that’s what she’s built for, feeling good and making others feel good and she doesn’t know what to do and she should know what to do
Her seed money for her co oNy what did she do with that besides hold the fort and nurse her dog through his life threatening condition. She kept her family safe and healthy and that is not bad.
Her business plan, she thought she’d found partners but didn’t trust in person enough or soon enough.
Msgs found the sovereignty movement online it felt great and sexy but in person it looked awful. She’s simply not built for that. She was warned away.
These attacks from the court and the law firms - one arrived today on her birthday,
Last year one arrived on her daughter’s , she felt so much pressure she cracked a tooth
Will this life ever get easier? More pleasurable? Will she ever feel good again or should she just end it all?
And the time is always a multiple of 12
And her birthday is too
And isn’t that supposed to be lucky?
↶↺↮↫↭➬➫➬➶➵
Her daughter needs her, irreplaceable mama, to guide her through coming life changes so that little one won’t have to learn the hard way as mama did.
She’s waking up into a scary world
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