2 am dreaming, she heard a friendly knocks at the door

Was it a dream or was it kwan yin with her many many remedies

9 years she’s lived here, hoping vaguely, magically that the cavalry would arrive and they’d be saved..
Sge wonders what the small blue light on top of the street light outside is for.. for a while she thought it would light up when it was time but now she’s not so sure. They’ve been through hell here, standing her ground while raising her child and keeping the peace..

She wonders if all is really lost? ‘Nothing is losy’ Her next door neighbor and friend said to her after they’d been not speaking for months. And that felt so good, it was balm

What are her options really? Social security, a renter and freelance for income? That doesn’t sound so bad actually. She feels good about herself when she’s being productive, has felt suicidally depressed in Times If unemployment. She wonders if she can handle that again...

to be comfortable

She would like to be comfortable

She’d like to have her say, her chance to ask questions, send the qwr and get a default judgements and save the day
She doesn’t want to pick a fight she can’t win

What are the odds?

She hears a nighttime bird


What had she got? She could put in the stuff that opposing counsel mailed to her (stressed her so bad she cracked a tooth) that they didn’t actually file with the court..
She could write and send a qwr
She could make an affidavit of negative averrment
She could question why there are 6 different versions of the foreclosure on her credit report
She could file the release of lien from department of workforce solutions that they never recorded
She could find and correct her filing of homestead exemption
She could file a notice of lien / lease on behalf of her company
All of this could be done in 2 days , if she can find the papers

Also she could go to court to get a default judgment for child supportf

Now she’s awake, realizes that she’s hungry
So she puts down the tobacco having discovered that she loves breathing and singing and tasting more

She surprised a roach in the kitchen and wonders if there’s anywhere in the world without them anymore, especially after the Greenland ice melt

This is why she stopped paying attention to the news. As a matter of mental hygiene. And she’s never had a television in the house

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