So why do i still feel terrified?

Change is scary
There’s all sorts of rational psychological reasons for this
Please let the result of this change be better and more comfortable

Because I’m feeling so afraid and worried
Doing my best to still the mind to stop projecting negatively
And do the right thing

Feeling like the little boy in the never ending story shouting ‘but I have to keep my feet on the ground’ time to grow up and look after my family