Matilda

you’re super smart and educated and experienced and organized With technical expertise And good at organizing

Manage expectations

Family and health come first

Integrated

Believe in yourself Trust the process

Self esteem Believe in yourself You can do this You’re the only one who can do this Be so grateful and feel confident knowing that you are filling your boots well and that feels so good You are a professional You are a responsible adult You can do this You are doing this You’ve come a long way and the worst is over Embrace your life and your joy

Full confidence Full power Clarity Communication Conciseness

Also be practical You have a family to consider

Failure is not an option Rage rage against the dying of the light You have everything to live for Everything to fight for Stand firm And win Don’t ever scare your daughter like that again Stop romancing suicide and focus on learning your job, it’s software, you can do it.

as you take care of yourself more and more and your life stabilizes, , you become more empowered, literally. Taking time to spend on ones appearance and presentation  is vital, and can feel pleasurable when we allow it . We have to like ourselves enough to love. She felt herself begin to grow taller, fully inhabiting her presence. as she moved with purpose, goal on sight. She cleaned her house, one room at a time, with love and enthusiasm. She tended more and more to herself, allowing  herself to have needs and acknowledging beauty and pleasure among them, also stability, very much so. As she tended more and more to herself and her own needs, her Root chakra activated and stabilized. She did grounding exercises and energy medicine, used natural medicines as much as possible. It happened that while she was organizing her wardrobe, in private. She felt light energy at the base of her spine