Matilda

Since the summer, when we were winning and saving the world and founding our own company which will be amazing maybe we still could but how can we when mom is in such a heart state? Moms gotta get a decent presentation together and mom needs a team to help curate the vibration

maybe causing some depression. I’m hiding in bed Hiding inside Hiding my anger, how to express my rage at the injustice of foreclosure fraud and my seeming ffaure to stopnit,  Coujda would shoulda done xyz different and now what ? Now what?

Seriously, what now? Waylon Lewis says ‘write hard and clear about what hurts ‘... and what hurt I can’t even type the words yet but I’m so ready Write hard and clear about injustice About how angry I feel and fearful too How I wish I had done things differently but really I don’t know how or when I could have. Having to be with myself knowing I’ve done my best while feeling. Such a failure and a fool Blaaahhhhh