Matilda

hawaiian recapitulation I love you I’m sorry Please forgive me Thank you

Life is precious Do not squander it Why do you appear to me to be hell bent on self destruction I don’t really believe you are.

You asshole of a shadow fuck you fir making this so damn difficult g it so bloody difficult

Feels like a gift Transformed in sparkling ice And the sunrise brightens and warms the world

the mornings first birdsong Can be The scariest sound on earth

As we walked to her classroom, my daughter knows what’s up.

Of ‘mortgage modification negotiations’ if it’s not to modify a mortgage so as to make it sustainable? I know There never was a mortgage but never mind that for right now...

Desr US Bank, please don’t take my house. My daughter and I live here. She’s 9 and she’s brilliant. Our dog and cat live here too, they’re amazing beings. So are the trees and the plants thandvirgee beings who live here with us. We are part of the ecology of place. Abdvitbis psrt If ya.

I hate myself so much right now And feel such a fool

What follows is an account of adventures encountered by someone close to me at two courthouses in New Mexico today... It took more than one try to get to the court of appeals clerk today...